the wedding..

I am supposed to be going to a wedding in Kinnakeet this Saturday, but because I have been so sick in the past few months I just can-not make it. Thing about it is this.. It’s my very best pal’s wedding and I know it’s gonna be a great time. I would really love to see all my friends again. I miss the living hell out of each and every one of them..  I love Baltimore and love being here, but I am a Kinnakeeter and this is a giant Kinnakeet event.. This is heart breaking I tell you. I am glad I am a writer because it is a way to release pent-up feelings

I hate drugs, I think this is a product of drug use.. ( my sickness ) I don’t know maybe not.. I do know one thing though it worries the most important ppl in my life .. I hate worrying the people I love, that is the biggest reason I went from addict without hope to a guy that is in the running to help the poor and addicted.. But I do know that it’s a sniff smoke swallow a pill away from the end 

KODAK Digital Still Camera

no outlet no wonder !

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WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOU

I GET ALL EXCITED

I LOVE THE FACT THAT 

YOU ARE RIGHT THERE

YOU SHINE PINK 

OR MAYBE LIGHT RED

YOU HAVE BECOME MY GIRL

AND YOU DONT GIVE HEAD

YOU RULE MY WORLD

BUT BETTER YOU THEN THE MAN

OR THE BOY I GUESS

WHERE WE MET I STILL GO

B4 6 DAYS A WEEK NOW

ONLY 1 DAY

PLEASE DONT LEAVE

I’D WE;; I’D JUST DIE OF YOU DID 

I KNOW YOU CHEAT ON ME WITH MANY OTHERS

MAN OR WOMAN

MAKES NO DIFFERENCE

YOU ARE JUST LIKE THAT

U HAVE ME BY THE BALLS 

BUT I LOVE YOU 

I LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYONE 

MRS METHADONE