well i am sick.. yup fake weed sick / tomorrow i have no methadone but i should be okay i have my fake weed.. you see i can handle 24 hours with no methadone as long as i have my fake n bake.. To top that shit off even though right now i feel fine i have to let the fucking dog out of my uncle’s which means i have to pedal 2 miles there and 2 back.. on only a half a dose.. thing is I have to do it tomorrow with no methadone in me.. IT AINT HAPPENING.. SORRY DOG..
WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOU
I GET ALL EXCITED
I LOVE THE FACT THAT
YOU ARE RIGHT THERE
YOU SHINE PINK
OR MAYBE LIGHT RED
YOU HAVE BECOME MY GIRL
AND YOU DONT GIVE HEAD
YOU RULE MY WORLD
BUT BETTER YOU THEN THE MAN
OR THE BOY I GUESS
WHERE WE MET I STILL GO
B4 6 DAYS A WEEK NOW
ONLY 1 DAY
PLEASE DONT LEAVE
I’D WE;; I’D JUST DIE OF YOU DID
I KNOW YOU CHEAT ON ME WITH MANY OTHERS
MAN OR WOMAN
MAKES NO DIFFERENCE
YOU ARE JUST LIKE THAT
U HAVE ME BY THE BALLS
BUT I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYONE
I no longer break the law except i smoke that fake weed.. yes the weed is legal smoking it how ever is not.. says it on some of the bags..
But not my grip.. this is my grip..
I love riding my bike for fun, exercise, and of course getting to point a through z.. well i would love to go for a ride through Baltimore via eastern ave and back.. Not that far and not that bad.. But i am scared to death to do it.. not because I may get robbed , nope it’s because of law enforcement.. They are no longer a hero to youth but a monster to all.. Police instill fear these days.. No one wants to see a cop in their rear view.. and they do not have to worry bout speeding so long as they have their little sticker.. I hate police, not all only beat cops..
look I am a good guy who HAD issues that i no longer do.. Cops mess with me all the time and they do not even know me till they stop me.. they are no good type of .. anyway negative talk is bad
My God it’s beautiful out .. Really it’s nice that I am not so fucked up on drugs that I can’t enjoy this wonderful day, because thank you methadone clinic by GOD I can enjoy this wonderful day !!
I am better off in Baltimore, i really do think that.. No programs on the island i am from to help with my pain pill addiction, and the major employer in that BIBLE BELTED STATE ? PRISON GUARDS….
I feel all alone here in Baltimore everybody i mess with is from the methadone program, which means I do not hang out with them except for seeing them at the clinic.. The people I would hang with besides at McDonald’s or the clinic, there is not anything for us to do.. All things cost too much money or of course there is partying, but like i said I am over that and the peeps I would hang with do not want nothing to do with drugs outside our methadone.. so what is a brother like me to do!!!!!
I hate trouble and bars are boring.. My sex drive is fucked up and I don’t know why.. I think it may have to do with my fake weed, or the methadone..
So I stay HIGH AS A kite on fake n bake and deal with life.. I am hoping to meet someone that is on the same level as your prophet here .. I am sure things will work out for the better…
I had been avoiding the bus when going to the methadone place which you will hear me refer to as the wizards castle, and my methadone will be ultra wizard juice.but anyway i was avoiding the bus cause i had a friend who is no longer one because she THINKS i talked junl bout her which i did no such thing but i dont like drama so i been avoiding the fat bitch.. she was a good friend that i let in my little world who now has made me hate her. So i decided I am just gonna go earlier.
I hate the fact that i didn’t do wtf she thinks i did . I hate events such as this i find it very annoying ..
Now i go later which is better , the methadone last till the next untill the next day, no morning withdraws ..