by GOD it’s beautiful..

My God it’s beautiful out .. Really it’s nice that I am not so fucked up on drugs that I can’t enjoy this wonderful day, because thank you methadone clinic by GOD I can enjoy this wonderful day !!



well i just got me a new computer again.. the old laptop went up and though I  had my net-book it doesn’t have the power to game, i like some games.. 

I really like this one a lot , has everything I need, and my favorite thing about these Acer one’s is that i can manage the volume and brightness amongst other things right from the key-board.. I know i can do that with others but the way Acer does it well i like it the best.. 

Told y’all that I was going to start using different styles of writing in my book I’m writing to reflect my moods.. I am gonna do that  in my blogs as well..


Baltimore Baltimore Baltimore.. love it here love it here ..  I really do ,love this place.. very exciting to see and hear of the shit going on.. like the old alcohol plant catching fire and the person who called it in was injured bad.. bet he started the damn thing.. it is owned by a politician a crocked one so I hear .. 

well when i get in a mood poetry that tells a story will be to follow.. stay tuned cause i tell ya some good things to read about an x con trying to make it in the hood , without selling drugs or breaking the law.. I have done it so far for 2.5 years will i make it the rest a my life ?



bike time

July 13 2013… 



well I lost my job, can not remember if I said anything about that  the last time I had written.. I know I’ll get another job, I am bound and determined to do so. I really liked the money, plus best of all I was taking care a my own damn self.. 


went to DC with Mike, well we drove there and his dumb ass couldn’t find parking so we came back.. what I should say is he didn’t find free parking cheap ass mother fucker.. one thing I love about writing to you guys through this book is , well I can be 100 percent real. I love that some of the misspellings I keep to show who I am , that’s why there is different fonts different colors, this book is a reflection of me, and you guys are reading it and I hope loving it !!!!! 



also besides leaving spelling mistakes ( not all a them, only ones I really thought were spelled like that..) I leave some things ;lower case.. sorry you are reading this on week 11 .. not the 11th week I but the 11th week SINCE I started the new book.. 

Typing not only gets my book written but I enjoy it to..  

in my old book, the one that didn’t get published, I told some flash back stories, and I do believe I wanna do that again…. 

well im done for now.. ITS BIKE RIDE TIME.. MOTHERFUCKER.. 

PS testosterone is working.. been feeling better.. I think I am gonna write again later today .. 

peace out my drug crazed friends lol i hope ya’ll are not.. 



i am sick again o so sick again

sick to death of this place

this place in life

the place i feel i was dropped

everyone moved along

but i was stripped 

of freedom,


and humility

Nothing went my way but time


in both manners went well

I thank JAH for that


what will i do to get away’just to get away 

but from where 

HA not where but what 

i need to get away from me


it is wtf it is

‎Saturday, ‎May ‎18, ‎2013

I am not big on graffiti but it is part of the city I live in, so I take pictures of it.. did I mention it doesn’t impress me much.. It is fun as fuck to edit though ….

listening to snoop doggy dog and I’m into that shit cause its the smooth snoop we all love.. any-whoo I think I am going to get a bike so I can get around a little better.. started my blog once again.. life in … no hanging with mike this weekend.. wish they acted different, guess they say that about me ..


Thing is a admit my problems, put effort to solve them and do not hurt others while doing either / messing up / doing good .. I had a little pain problem , couldn’t handle pain management come to find out i cant manage a months worth a pills.. so I went the out patient route / them dose me / yeah the methadone clinic.. / i get 6 days worth then i return .. but i am bad for that.. but it’s okay for them to do cocaine / you know what I am gonna stop there… 

more fun to come my little peeps !