the wedding..

I am supposed to be going to a wedding in Kinnakeet this Saturday, but because I have been so sick in the past few months I just can-not make it. Thing about it is this.. It’s my very best pal’s wedding and I know it’s gonna be a great time. I would really love to see all my friends again. I miss the living hell out of each and every one of them..  I love Baltimore and love being here, but I am a Kinnakeeter and this is a giant Kinnakeet event.. This is heart breaking I tell you. I am glad I am a writer because it is a way to release pent-up feelings

I hate drugs, I think this is a product of drug use.. ( my sickness ) I don’t know maybe not.. I do know one thing though it worries the most important ppl in my life .. I hate worrying the people I love, that is the biggest reason I went from addict without hope to a guy that is in the running to help the poor and addicted.. But I do know that it’s a sniff smoke swallow a pill away from the end 

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urban sprawl brawl call it what ya want but it aint fing dull

I love to take pictures. I think that is a good thing since x cons should do constructive things. So i have gotten into it big time for what I have.. I like the whole urban photography and exploring thing 

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I enjoy it because not only is it adventures but historic as well .. 

you think back and buildings / business’s such as this one ( secret location eastern seaboard )

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It can be a dangerous thing .. You could be arrested or hurt. But there are ways around that.. Don’t trespas and be don’t be a fool, doing foolish things.. I do not under any circumstances, try the police.. they suck, but the bitch’s will win.. It’s hard sometimes but you learn where and when to have a history lesson, and when to just do some URBAN SHOTS AND NOT A GUN.. I love cop hunting with a camera..

pig messing with a scooter dude.. like there isn't real crime going on some place !

pig messing with a scooter dude.. like there isn’t real crime going on some place !

I grew up near a steel mill so I love those kinda buildings and I know how they build communities and are part of a city’s hostory.. And I love taking pictures / with a little adventure added in there never hurts ya dig ..!

not my graffiti .. hate it but its art and part of this buildings history

not my graffiti .. hate it but its art and part of this buildings history

me adventuring

me adventuring

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FUCKING DOG

well i am sick.. yup fake weed sick / tomorrow i have no methadone but i should be okay i have my fake weed.. you see i can handle 24 hours with no methadone as long as i have my fake n bake.. To top that shit off even though right now i feel fine i have to let the fucking dog out of my uncle’s which means i have to pedal 2 miles there and 2 back.. on only a half a dose.. thing is I have to do it tomorrow with no methadone in me.. IT AINT HAPPENING.. SORRY DOG.. 

DID YOU SAY GET VIOLENT !!??

SAM_3503Baltimore is a great place and interesting place, and my friend it’s dangerous..

Since I do not use illegal drugs and since my release from prison, I have noticed that the city of Baltimore is a very dangerous place. I was in prison in North Carolina, which is as you know a southern state with not a real big city like Baltimore.. but that is where we are wrong.. Those ppl in NC are killers, Wilson, Greenville, Charlotte.. not big cites but they are poor as fuck.. Now being poor is what makes things like gangs, drug dealers, and dick suckers.. being poor brings the culture of the gang member \ drug dealer\ ho that we all hear about through music.. well guess what it’s real and it’s real in places like NC..

Point being …!!!??

it’s not just the big city where this ” war on drugs is killing and making life worse .. its the country town that is now being  thorn apart.. another one of my points, is if they are killing in country towns what the fuck you think they are doing in the hood …

 Baltimore is full of History and violence.. BUT DO U KNOW WHAT IS THE MAIN CAUSE OF VIOLENCE IS ?…

IT’S BEING POOR..

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GOOD OL BODY-MORE MURDERLAND

well i just got me a new computer again.. the old laptop went up and though I  had my net-book it doesn’t have the power to game, i like some games.. 

I really like this one a lot , has everything I need, and my favorite thing about these Acer one’s is that i can manage the volume and brightness amongst other things right from the key-board.. I know i can do that with others but the way Acer does it well i like it the best.. 

Told y’all that I was going to start using different styles of writing in my book I’m writing to reflect my moods.. I am gonna do that  in my blogs as well..

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Baltimore Baltimore Baltimore.. love it here love it here ..  I really do ,love this place.. very exciting to see and hear of the shit going on.. like the old alcohol plant catching fire and the person who called it in was injured bad.. bet he started the damn thing.. it is owned by a politician a crocked one so I hear .. 

well when i get in a mood poetry that tells a story will be to follow.. stay tuned cause i tell ya some good things to read about an x con trying to make it in the hood , without selling drugs or breaking the law.. I have done it so far for 2.5 years will i make it the rest a my life ?

WE WILL SEE !!

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bike time

July 13 2013… 

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well I lost my job, can not remember if I said anything about that  the last time I had written.. I know I’ll get another job, I am bound and determined to do so. I really liked the money, plus best of all I was taking care a my own damn self.. 

 

went to DC with Mike, well we drove there and his dumb ass couldn’t find parking so we came back.. what I should say is he didn’t find free parking cheap ass mother fucker.. one thing I love about writing to you guys through this book is , well I can be 100 percent real. I love that some of the misspellings I keep to show who I am , that’s why there is different fonts different colors, this book is a reflection of me, and you guys are reading it and I hope loving it !!!!! 

 

LOVING MY BIKE .. TAKE IT EVERYWHERE PLUS I GET EXERCISE AND TRANSPORTAION ALL IN ONE…. 

also besides leaving spelling mistakes ( not all a them, only ones I really thought were spelled like that..) I leave some things ;lower case.. sorry you are reading this on week 11 .. not the 11th week I but the 11th week SINCE I started the new book.. 

Typing not only gets my book written but I enjoy it to..  

in my old book, the one that didn’t get published, I told some flash back stories, and I do believe I wanna do that again…. 

well im done for now.. ITS BIKE RIDE TIME.. MOTHERFUCKER.. 

PS testosterone is working.. been feeling better.. I think I am gonna write again later today .. 

peace out my drug crazed friends lol i hope ya’ll are not..